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CIAO LETTORI .


new post .i'm going to share with you all bout what my heart feeling :'(
three days dint chat with him le .
i miss him
cold war happen .
this three days for me just like three years . )'
ii wish the time could stop when i'm be with him . )'
why ???
why god want to treat me like this .
i dunno why .
my birthday wishes din't come true .
the sad thing happen and happen .
some friend said when ii couple with him , he treat me very well .
but some friend say that when ii couple with him .
seems like everyday ii cry '(
this not his fault is my fault .
ii very stingy and easy to cry .
ii just cant control my temper D'
ii miss him but ii dont dare to find him cause ii scare we will cold war again '(
last night heard something bad and ii cried again .
i'm afraid that thing will happen again .
ii don wan ii don wan ii don wan T-T .
i've been tired of this relationship but ii can't put down .
be with him got 231days dy ...
is that so easy to put down ? '((
sometimes he understand me and what ii want and also ii went many places with him . 
went friends party , ioi , sunway ,sunway lagoon and else .
fear of losing him T-T
this three days , having nightmare everynight D'
ii hate it .
everynight cry until tired le just sleep '(
ii say all this not meaning his fault but ii dunno why .
ii just dunno why .
ii just hope heill understand my feeling T-T
ii bet he wil ask or say how about his feeling .
yea ii admit ii very selfish . 
not just don care bout his feeling at the same time ii also dint care bout what he is thinking .
but ii just love him ))))))))))))))))))'
ii really cant control my temper .
urgh !!!! ii hate myself .
i dunno how .
realyy lifeless without 刘忠辉 .
ii need him badly D':   .
no mather what happen , his name or his looks wil just appear in my mind .
he is just so important to me .
never mind , times prove everything .
thank you to al my dear and saii lou whom very care bout me .
sorry , coco chong had just make you al worry and disappointed .
stay strong coco chong minyi !
nothing can let you give up :]
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peace <3
sharing all about my feeling and what heart thinking at my blog is a very great release .
please forgive my bad temper and my bad attitude .
if you really understand me , you will know the different chong minyi .  ^^