my babe vanilly 's birthday waa .
babe vanilly ♥
pweeeety princess lai d ;)
went sunway with panda family but not her cause she back hometown T.T .
dad fetch me to michelle's house .
on the way to her house .
something makes me unhappy .
it had just ruined my shopping mood .
two days .
ii wait for you got two days dy .
this two days , ii dint cry .
because ii uds your situation .
ii sms you and called you for so many times dy , you dint answer .
nevamind . ii trying to tel myself .
yesh , gabriel liew is busying with his competition , minyi dont think so much .
until today morning , you on your facebook .
ii post your wall .
you just inbox me .
you know what ?
ii wait for you two days dy and you wait til today just inform me .
did you knw that ii will worry you ?
did you knw that ii worry you til ii cant sleep ?
did you knw that everynight everyday ii wait your message until ii fall asleep ?
no you dont know .
in car , dad was beside me .
im trying to control my tears not to let it drop .
ii wore my sunglasses .
ii cant tahan dy .
tearsdrop .
saying bye bye to dad with a sad sound .
went to michelle's house .
crying in her room .
cry cry cry cry cry .
ii really dunno what to do .
just cry .
until ii went to sunway .
everytime , ii hang out , you sure will accompany me .
but today , you dint come .
nevamind . ii uds !
you got dancing competition .
nvm nvm nvm !
you said ii don uds you ?
im your girlfren and you say this to me .
gabriel , you knw how hurt ?
ii was alone .
you knw hows the feeling ?
alone .
michelle got her partner .
zhi ling got her partner .
except me .
my mind keep thinking of you .
lunch , everytime you are the person who bring me to eat delicious meal .
ii miss the moment when ii argue with you when paying bill . '(
ii going sunway with unhappy mood .
every place also got you and me de memory .
you accompany me to buy shirt and othrs .
gabriel !
ii wanna tel you .
coco chong lifeless without you .
did you knw that ?
T.T
no .... you dont know .
they went skating and ii alone go shopping .
ii was so scare but ii don like skating .
no choice .
ii've to window-shopping alone .
ii wish you were by my side .
keep looking at the phone .
ii don dare to look around .
some guys keep whistle and keep looking at me ):
ii wonder that what are they thinking ?
why girl cannot walk alone de mie ?
ii hate the feeling .
when you be with me , just got the an quan gan
heix
skip bahs .
at night , went dinner with family .
while waiting our food , ii using facebook to chat with you .
you said , you wan to stop the relationship .
ii was like , what the hell .
why wan to treat me like that .
ii gave you everything , including my feeling .
you sad ii sad you happy ii happy .
but why , why you treat me lik dat ?
suffer ?
ii more suffer !
ii dunno why ii love you so deep .
but my love to you wont change .
ii dint eat much rice .
totally no mood .
feeling like crying but ii cant .
parents were infront of me .
until back home .
in room dy .
cried again .
ii beg you .
you say you need time .
nevermind .♥
ii give you time .
please think properly .
our memory .
ii just cant put down you !
im going to be mad .
ii reli wish ii could die .
im suffer .
my heart is pain .
ii don wan you to leave me .
although you break up with me ler .
you think ii wil happy ?
no ! ii just will continue to be sad .
keep thinking those bad thing .
ii beg you . please , enough le please .T.T
my heart totally break into pieces .
you know ?
you are important to me .
ii really dunno what to say le .
ii wish tomoro will be the end of the world .
bring me to other places with no pains and al that .
ii said that is not because of love .
is just don wan continue to be suffer .
ii just want you to know .
ii just want you to accompany me always .
is just that easy nia .
to care me more and love me more T-T
is it so hard ?
you sad , just will find dota .
got the time to accompany me but you use the time to dota .
nvm , ii dint say anything ii let you .
you dint share with me your everything , you just keep in heart ):
im your girlfren leh , this is how u treat me ?
ii said this , ii know you just will say no comments .
why you wont find way to solve this prob ?
ii chat with dashner gor just now .
what he said is just totally same with the idea in my mind .
but ii told you , you just say , you love say wat thn say wat ba .
lik dat .
hurt me once again .
ii don wan you speechles.
ii wan you to find way to solve this prob !
please !
you can do but you just don wan to do .
idk why .
can tel me ?
T.T
ii don wan this prob will happen again
please , find way to solve it .
you always just play dota to release , ii just will keep thinking dota for you is just the important one . please , ii beg you ler . T-T
don treat me lik dat .
no matter what .
ii just love gabriel liew .
this thing wont changed .
forever wont changed .
ii dint dlt our pic .
ii just lie ):
our memory .
pics below .
panda family please forgive me because ii less post what we have fun today ):
gab
think properly bahs .
ii'll wait you .
i love you dear :'( ♥
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